“I now see hawthorn and elder everywhere. Say hello when I pass elderberries – and that’s many times out here in the countryside! It's a bit psychedelic walking in the forest, as if something has opened after your retreat. […]

The wildest things have happened on an energetic level in the healing of the maternal lineage – and it has manifested physically!

I've always had a strained relationship with my mother, shaped by mental illness and abuse. That fear hardened my heart and brought me into control and condemnation. […]

It’s been a long journey to come home to myself – and your retreat was a powerful turning point.

When I returned, I asked my mother about our lineage – and suddenly a new family story emerged. My grandmother, who I believed was adopted at 5, had actually been reclaimed by her birth mother the day before adoption. It feels like we’ve changed the course of history in the quantum field! […]

I remember you guiding me to feel my great-grandmother energy – and something was released. I saw a blue, twisted energy begin to flow again. Love and connection were re-established through the generations.

Since then, I feel more care for my mother. We had a loving meeting – and she brought me a beautiful Virgin Mary sculpture. It all comes together. Hawthorn is flowing through my heart as I write this.

I feel this is also changing my relationship with my own children. There’s more harmony. My mother’s wound is healing. And a heart opening is on the way.”

... really everything from here was a pure joy and exploration, which you facilitated so well.

I felt safe to discuss shadow energies, and traumas, themes about the weights of instinct and darkness we men can experiences and we have no book to look in to find guidance. 

You hold the space the most gentle way, with open questions, new perspectives, and ready to dive as deep as I needed and could at that time. 

I find a high power in you and in myself after our meeting, and I am so greatful for the hours we spent together with Cacao. 

And I actually loved that I could walk around your garden and enjoy myself here before we started the session.”

“I had very little knowledge beforehand on men's work, etc., so I didn't know what to expect. But I can say that I was definitely not disappointed. I loved the combination of a casual atmosphere in which there was no overly religious approach to the things we did, while at the same time the work was taken very seriously. The different aspects of the weekend went in different directions, but for me they made a very coherent journey with an opportunity to work progressively and reflectively with my intentions.”

“When my girlfriend showed me the event 'Men’s journey', I had no doubt that it was a journey I wanted to take. I have had several powerful and life-transforming ceremonies. But what really made this particular journey interesting was the opportunity to work with other men to physically and emotionally play through and release some of the traumatic goods I carry around. My experiences from the weekend far exceeded my expectations. The work on family constellation was outstanding. It was not many seconds before I cried, shouted and fought in the field of loving and strong hands. Can you imagine any better way to process your intended intentions, prior to tonight's journey? I do not think so... Stephan led the ceremony in the most beautiful way. The medicine songs were delivered powerfully and effectively. In between these icaros, Klaus sang and made music in the most captivating way. It was so beautiful.

Jens

Once again huge thx for a beautiful sweat-lodge weekend - I’m still full of gratitude, energy and bliss from that experience…